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Wednesday, October 10, 2012

6:25 PM

the pre-op day ,

lotsa shit happening on my last day of work ? had a fall out with one of my good malay fren ?? due to certain shits the 2 mdm says ?? ( pao tou sia one of them )

thn not wanting to end the last day on a bad tone , had a long talk with him .

thn !! I FORGOT to go for my PRE- ADMISSION APPT !! . so yeap , fckin frantic ?? call sgh call everywhere for them to schedule me ? and i was the DUTY STAFF on tat day , so alot of cock ups . whereby im supposed to not even LEAVE camp at all .

so managed to end the day with things settled . r/s resolved and and unresolved tensions( mdm ) too

not forgetting that i consulted an ent specialist the prev day abt the surgery??

and the things i heard from him is not really assuring ?!?!

so i did had my doubts on the op !!

thn went out wid my army mates till late at nite .

main pt - fckin hell , 4 ppl , 3 with no.3 at esplanade area ?? LOL

was totally doing random shit ?? these fckers wearing uniform , went to SINGAPORE POOLS

to buy soccer ? dafuq ? its lyk totally not stompable ??

and on the way there ? one of us , wearing the uniform was causing a nuisance at the mrt , whereby

the door gt jam due to a strong " macho " guy holding the door apart with his body

(sibei ps la !! every1 looking)

day of op...

so on the day , had to fast since ytd nite, fckin hungry by the time i SETTLED EVERYTHING and all the admin matters. thn i had to change into the " op " clothings. fck sia . FIRST TIME wearing disposable underwear !?!? so disgusting the feeling !! lolol !!

and i heard abt my frens , talking abt how they tried to "FIGHT" the anesthesia ?

i did exactly the same thing . after they jam me with the oxygen mask , it DIDNT help me in my breathing

it somehow made it more difficult to ?

thn when i feel the anesthesia going through my veins . HAHA IT STARTED !!

so my mind went fckin dizzy and shit . my eyes goin big and small ( like seeing stars / goin to sleep )

thn u see this fcker ( me ) trying to fight it !! HAHAH !!

after lyk 2mins , i think , i gt tired . so i juz... ahh go slp la . HAHA

wah... the moment i woke up , i was fckin in pain and feeling fckin terrible !! i cant breathe ? im tearing up like mad ? and my head and throat hurts like dick !!! so i was fckin awake at 3pm ( op at 12.30 i think ? )

waited for 1 fckin hr in my misery state till 4pm b4 they managed to get a bed for me ?!?!

( i heard that my original bed had to wait till 8pm to get it i was lyk WTF !! )

so yea my throat was alr fckin dry frm the op and constant breathing , they expect me to SWALLOW my panadol ?? WTF !??!

so yea, when i gt in , i gt raped by a bunch of nurses , trying to change me to the "pajamas"

tho , i still have to use some str to move my body

so pain factor

- throat
- back of my head

but surprisingly ? my nose didnt hurt TAT bad ?

so yeap as i was saying , the ward was fckin full of noisy FCKERS !! i cant even manage to rest ?

fckin indian with his family talking fckin loud .

so as i looked ard , in the 5 bed ward , almos every1 gt vistors , except for me =(

i was feeling abt sad.... thn keep looking at the time , waiting for my parents to come

in which ! they only came at 8.30pm !!

my ward details, lol 4d ?? HAHA

fckin plug that restricted my hand frm resting well !! cause everytime i "bua" against this on my bed, IT HURTS !!

didnt had a chance to take my dinner photo cause my phone nt delivered yet, it was western - chicken pie ( mash potato ) -hard time swallowing .

thn my parents came with all my entertainment !! my htc and psp , but it didnt last long.

had a tough time slping , breathing thru mouth onli is fckin difficult and unbearable

mouth fckin dry (AIRCON SOMEMORE)

so i woke up every hr , literally , drinking water

oats and bread for bfast . thn came the news. i gt SCAMMED !!

i was supposed to be warded for 1 day onli , thn become 2 days !! fckkk !!!

it was dam funny where i question and doubt the capabilities of my doc , cause of their position

Medical officer > Registra > consultant

and it was the mo that came to talk to me . but yeap , after his marketing power , i somehow gt

REASSURED LOL.

hw retarded i look with the dressing LOL !!!!

had to change alot of times .

so my meal mainly consist of SOFT FOOD . and yeap , i really didnt expect the food to be ... bearable in hospitals , frm all that i heard ?

its somehow nt bad . the onli issue is that ITS FCKIN BLAND !!! LOLOL

ok so after lunch ,one by one , started gettin discharged , leaving me and one paralysed pt . FCK !! i hated that feeling !! rawr !! so yeap , and its abt time that my psp DIED ! and my phone DYING !! and hoping that my parents to come earlier on my 2nd day to pass me my charger .

so i fckin juz nua on my bed , without able to rest and the onli entertainment they had for pt , was this TV room , that apparently onli I USE ? lol

so yeap, nite time , went down with my dressing with stares from everyone , to kopitiam to meet my parents, thn to my surprise , they brought my niece and nephew down too !! cause apparently , no 1 look after them at hm . haha !! its dam cute when they saw me !?!? they were lyk wat is that on your nose and alot of funny cute little angelic questions HAHA !!

went back up with them , but !! my dad gt pissed off with my nephew being a KID ! lol shouting and making noise !! Hahha !! thn they hurried off =( , thn i read newspaper like uncle till 11pm plus and this is what i saw LOL !!

ok . so on the last nite , i didnt noe what came over me ? cause me and the nurse was lyk talking , and i somehow ASKED her about supernatural stories . LOL !! lucky she nv say anything to me , but still i was alittle paranoid !! HAHA but still managed to slp thru . AND on the last "waking up and slping " i fckin dropped my phone !! and this is what happened , MY CAMERA SPOILED ! my flash spoiled .

dunno if its linked anot ? asking about ghost stuff thn my phone cam spoil

wah... on the day of discharge . FCKIN BAD !! the fckin noob doc , tried to remove my packing ( stuffed gauzed / tampon in my nose ) apparently due to the drying and hardening of my blood / mucus . the thing was dam hard to remove . LUCKY i ask for the numbing spray , so the procedure went like this, she tried to soften the TAMPON with syringe solution , but when she try to yank it out , my head gt pulled down with her , thn she fckin hold my head and yank tat shit out !! FCKIN WTF !!!

the most painful one was whn it was out totally , she FCKIN SQUEEZE MY NOSE LIKE FCKIN SQUEEZING PPL NIPPLE TRYING TO MAKE IT BRUISED !?!? FCKIN PAIN LIKE MOTHER FCKIN FUUUUUUUUU

thn the gargling process was a bitch !! and it finally decide to slow down the drippling blood. thn i can finally be discharged . my parents was dam late , so i opt for cab home . but when i step out . i can FEEL the blood drooling down .. lol so yeap , went to "dress" myself for the last time and cabbed home. =)