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Saturday, August 28, 2010
The feeling of being despondent in life.
The constant fear where you feel really hopeless in life , in my case , GP. Got back a lot of my essays with a constant range of marks, 18-21. Somehow, the final essay that i received made me felt really desperate. I mustered up my courage and went up to lzb, with the objective in mind of actually consulting her for my gp. But the response i received was really disheartening ,ungracious remarks like , " what have you been doing the last past year ?".This had made me reflect upon my actions, deep down in my heart i really think that i tried my best , i did all the essays that she wanted us to do, without fail. With a indifferent facial expression on her face, i got shunned away , apparently she had pressing issues to settle with zh. However , she did say something quite promising," yes jeffrey, i will keep you in mind "
I went to school yesterday for gp "extra lesson". In the time span of 3 hrs, she managed to cover 3 essay questions. Yes , i was really attentive, jotting down every points and taking note of what was relevant. Felt really accomplish when i gave some points and she finally accepted my presence. Well , guess the 2 days of studying gp paid off ? To end off the lesson, she said a somewhat sarcastic remark," Hmm jeffrey , your sentence structure is really odd , i wonder whats your grade in O lvl , Guess the teacher really was blind then " Nevertheless , i do accept those remarks with a positive attitude, as i really do have problems in my fundamental grammar and sentence structure.
