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Saturday, November 14, 2009
hmm... ytd i juz dun feel lyk posting anything... doesnt have the mood to anyway....haiz...
so anyway... ytd was the last day of OP , and the day tat marks liberation and salvation in my life, the day that severs ties i hav wid those wretched ppl that i have to force myself to get along wid... the day that marks that i no longer hav to engage in any other fckin activities wid them ! alot of day la.... hahaha
O YEA !! EARLY IN MORNING... wake up. SHIT ! voice abit coarse !! SHIT LA !! spam water... thn bath do everything le... thn i sibei worried... tried to rehearse ... kns !! so awkward la... sum voice early in the morning... but w/e , thn realise its fckin 5.40 sec, thn practice agn 5.30 sec . holy shit... now im fckin scared ... thn i board the bus.....
started mouthing my way agn... keep practice !! holy shit.... thn i bet i mzu hav look fckin dumb.... argh.. thn keep practice n practice n practice.... tis 1 hr journey i tink i practiced 40mins..... thn realise... if i speak faster abit i can hit 5min....( thn gt tis fear of speaknig too fast , later ppl cant catch )
so yeap , met at tamp mrt ytd at 9.30 ( freaking early la.... ) hahaha thn ate subway... FCKIN EXP U NOE SHIT TIS !!! thn the sai meal ... ALL CHANGED... to shitty stuff... bleahz chicken teriyaki .... ( taste bland ... ppl say nice >.<)
thn practice agn !!! thn went back skool , sat at LT1 , 2pid hot lyk fck !! thn i started to worry... wee... mayb is the environment ?? the temperature ??? the condition ??/ i started to feel headache and giddy ... i told myself.. yea... im screwed =) !!!
thn go classroom tat time... i dunno y ?? i was fckin paranoid and fckni frantic , all i want was perfection... saw the slides i was fckin pissed ! omg !!?!? thn i dunno !! thn i quickly try to edit....
thn presenting tat time... headache n giddiness starts agn... thn the cold temp... make me even more fckin nervous... thn my turn go up tat time... woah... still giddy n stuff... thn i was so scared tat i fckni forget u noe.. omg...
well anyway... it turns out great ???? juz tat i nv smile n stuff .... thn Q&A session... pwnt.. i hear my grp member de qns i gg ... i hear tat pussy sr qn is , which strategie do u tink is the most effective... thn at tat moment ... i was tinking... wats the ans if i were to b asked the same qn !?!??!? omg.... thn i panicked aasked bird... thn hahaha nv ans me.... so yeap... thn my turn tat time...
the qns is lyk
your roadshow vs the skool talks, can u tell me bout the pros n cons ?? i was lyk.. wat ???? thn ask for rephrase... thn tink tink for lyk 5 sec thn ans the pros... tat 1 i noe... thn the limitation part i was lyk so screwed .. i
i STUNNED FOR LYK 1min wtf !!! i see ppl mouthing ans to me ... BUT I DUN CATCH THEM !?!?!? SMLJ !!!... thn i counted on myself... thn luckily ... i tot of sumting hahaha....
so anyway.... lotsa stuff happened during OP today... and we left skool to go OUT !! u noe .. after OP end.. we were lyk making fckin lots of noise outside class hahaha thn we ran away . went to eat popeyes , FCKIN EXP SIA BODOH !! $8.40 the maxi meal ...first time i eat popeyes i felt FILLING !! thn we crapped and talked hahaha ... food started to come over to my box hahaha .... thn deraj came over after meeting frens... thn we cocked sumore.. haha thn after tat ... went shopping for carols prez... hahaha
so yeap... later goin out , im so fckin broke now... WEE .... im left wid $20 . tml movie $10 .... weee so im freaking left wid $10 to eat and other stuff hahaha...kind souls out there can lend me money ?? hahaha
